i don't feel a fucking thing

WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD?
IT'S CREEY. IT'S MORBID.
I DON'T WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD.
I AM AFRAID OF BEING UNDERSTOOD.
I WILL RUN AWAY FROM ANY UNDERSTANDING
AND KILL THE ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME
FUCKING FREAKS

I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING NOW
ACTUALLY I AM ABLE TO FEEL
BUT I CHOOSE NOT TO FEEL
BECAUSE IT IS SO FUCKING STUPID
AND YOU THINK I AM A FREAK
AND YOU, YOU, YOU AND YOU

I AM NOT A FREAK
I JUST TREAT MY EMOTION LIKE A OLD MAN'S BODY
I DON'T FIX IT ANYMORE
LET IT BE
WHO GIVES A FUCK