找到你的G點了嗎？

之前Matt 開車吸毒被警察老爸逮著，老爸在砸車

Dad: Of course with your education, you should be able to earn a decent salary

Son: I swear to God, I'll get an engineering job, dad.

D: But you don't want an engineering job, Matthew.

S: I'll do what you want me to do.

D: But what do you want?

S: I don't know.

D:繼續砸車

S: No, Dad I'm sorry. I'm just messd up, OK? I don't know what I wanna do, I am sorry I am such a fucking failure.

D: You haven't really failed, son. Because you haven't really tried to suceed. So, don't credit yourself as a failure. You are worse than that.

 

在進滾球之前說的話

I am Matt Franklin. I work at suncoast video at the mall. I still live with my parents.

眾人：You suck...

I don't know what I am doing here, I am scared. And you know what...

I have been so afraid of my life, that I have missed my life.

But I am like all of you, we are all scared.

I mean, come on. Admit it.

We are trying to be something that we are not

But tonight, all of that changes.

Tonight, I am not afraid

Tonight, I have one thing to say to all that bullshit.

Fuck it.

 

這兩段話讓我興奮了一晚上，真的，電影的妙處就在於它總是能點亮你心裡的那一根小蠟燭。

我有幸在我20歲的時候，看到了這部片子。

其實，Matt 所說的We are trying to be something we are not。 我總是在做那個人（Dad wants me to be...）

我對未來充滿恐懼，這一點和Matt 是一樣的，他從MIT出來，沒有去當工程師，跑到了一個音像店打工。

正如8月份的我，跑到倉庫里搬貨。

在未來面前，總是顯得手足無措，因為 I am afraid of it.

我到底在害怕什麼呢？我在抗拒什麼？不要自己騙自己了，你根本就hate the life in lab. 你想做一些更有意思的事情，比如做一個旅遊節目主持人，外景的那種。（美吧..你就）

當初柴靜能毛遂自薦，寫了一封信給湖南電台說：「請幫我實現我的夢想吧」

今有我廖某某，寫Email 給professor:"I am really interested in.... I want to explore the unkown world"

Fuck it.

我真心羨慕那些人，那些找到了自己的世界的人。在我找到我的那個世界之前，我只能做一隻孤魂野鬼，飄蕩，飄蕩....... 師兄所言極是，我是生活在雲端的人。

或者說，任何一件事情，都不會是讓你一做就很爽，然後一直做的都很爽，然後一邊爽還一邊能掙錢。(去東京發展吧)

What the hell do you want to do?

呵呵，其實我覺得看完電影寫影評挺爽的