灰熊人

      Tim熱愛灰熊勝過生命，這份事業給了他信仰，他視之為使命。有多少人不理解他，有人質疑他的行為，有人分析他的性格，有人視他為理想主義的悲劇而站在局外敬畏憐憫理性地審視他，但我一點也不想做出任何這種judgement。的確，他太特別，很情緒化，不完美，但是當你看到那些神奇的場景，他小心翼翼又興奮難捱地接近灰熊，手指放在熊嘴邊，跳進水裡和熊游泳，摸著溫熱的熊糞；他和玩具小熊待在被大雨衝垮內帳的帳篷里為了乾旱的解除而感謝各路神仙、孩子般地笑；還有那群神奇的狐狸朋友，他打招呼「Hi,Spirit~!」「Hi,baby~!」，狐狸讓他騷著腦袋，狐狸跟在他身後，和他賽跑......我不由覺得各種分析都帶有太多來自Tim所討厭的人類世界的影子。Tim說過，他感激這份工作，這是他唯一想從事的，在此之前他根本沒有活過，他常常在拍攝視訊的最後說願意為了這項事業而死。他狂喜、哭泣、憤怒、憂慮、痴迷，像戰士更像孩子，他遊蕩在「灰熊迷宮」里，他是個傳奇。我非常非常喜歡他，他和我心中許多至高的東西相重合，我理解他，或者說我希望我理解他以顯得和他更相像一點，所以我不敢開始任何「逃避現實」「無謂的努力」「過於理想主義」「如果怎麼樣會不會就怎麼樣」這種自作聰明的深層分析，只是看一個有著赤子之心的人在神聖的自然中固執地熱愛，生命在此生滅，被深深打動。他所見到的所感受的是有些人一輩子也無法想像的，我只希望我的生命里會有幸出現這樣的場景。
    另外也很崇拜赫爾佐格這個人，由他拍這部片子再合適不過了。
    
一定很多人都愛的片尾曲：
Coyotes—Don 愛德華

Was a cowboy I knew in south 德州
His face was burnt deep by the sun
Part history, part sage, part mesquit
He was there when Poncho Villa was young
And he'd tell you a tale of the old days
When the country was wild all around
Sit out under the stars of the Milky Way
And listen while the coyotes howl
And they go...

hoodi hoo di yip hoo di yip hoo
hoo yip hoo yip hoo


Now the long horns are gone
And the drovers are gone
The Comanches are gone
And the outlaws are gone
Geronimo is gone
And Sam Bass is gone
And the lion is gone
And the red wolf is gone

Well he cursed all the roads and the oil men
And he cursed the automobile
Said this is no place for an hombre like I am
In this new world of asphalt and steel
Then he'd look off some place in the distance
At something only he could see
He'd say all that's left now of the old days
Those damned old coyotes and me
And they go

hoo yip hoo yip hoo
hoodi hoo di yip hoo di yip hoo
 
Now the long horns are gone
And the drovers are gone
The Comanches are gone
And the outlaws are gone
Now Quantro is gone
Stan Watie is gone
And lion is gone
And the red rolf is gone

One morning they searched his adobe
He disappeared without even a word
But that night as the moon crossed the mountain
One more coyote was heard