Sin
2008-03-10 03:38:16
the end of the world
如果可以選擇,我願待在所謂的精神病院。
在那裡,我不用在意任何人的眼光,肆無忌憚的瘋癲。
在那裡,我可以如lisa般,深吸一口煙然後吐在旁人的臉上,看它逐漸扭曲,竊竊的笑。
在那裡,我想要呆坐著看外面的世界,沒有人打擾,沒有人在意,即使一年四季都只有我一個人。
在那裡,看我愛的書,聽我的歌,時不時浪費筆水寫點垃圾,自娛自樂。
在那裡,恐懼和快樂隨時報到,高興就笑,放肆的笑,難過就哭,使勁的哭,害怕就喊,瘋狂的喊。
在那裡,按時喝藥,按時睡覺,按時吃飯,作息時間清楚分明。
在那裡,沒有朋友之說,也就沒有多餘的無聊情感。
在那裡,我不需要擔負什麼責任,不需要那麼多的要求,沒有慾望,沒有痛苦。
在那裡,我才會是我。
可是,susanna在精神病院裡是少有的正常人,在外面的世界卻又是個精神病患者,如此格格不入的身份,到底哪裡才是歸宿?還是,這個世界本就沒有歸宿。
圍欄外的世界每秒都在發瘋,吞噬著每個所謂的正常人,圍欄內的世界卻安靜的異常寂寞。
maybe the answer lies in the end of the world......
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye