lord! That jazz!

  I might not be in the position to judge the movie, which is fucking fabulous! Just playing with the Fs like the girl, for fun. For I am not experienced enough to taste the movie like wine. I love Frank, and the jazz played at the end of the movie, en, film, to be more proper with the F things.

 To be honest, I have been in bad mood for one month, for the entire whole month! I don't know what is going on in my life, I felt I was done with living on the earth-until, seeing someone worse than me. I got it finally. Yes, we call it human nature.

  I did not know what I want, and had no clear picture in my head about the days I shall live in the future. I guess that's the reason I was down these days. But the killer and alcoholic saved me, who made me realize life can be lived in some way else. I am lucky so to be neglected by alcohol and murder. I shall be appreciative and grateful for the things I have and struggle for.

 With the light jazz and tripping steps, they are gone. They are like the prince and princess living happy after. The lyric of the jazz song has spelled that clear:
"If you know love,
 like I know love,
the sun don't rise the same,
when a heart sings,
like a moon beaming,
it shines on everything.
If I told you,
I was so sure,
I woke up with love,
with your name. Baby believe it,
I could not lie,
If I try...."

Life is so beautiful, even for a killer and alcoholic, here killing people is but a vocation, and drinking is but a hibit. So, what should I fuss about?

Here, toast for my life, for me, Adorson, May people respect me, troubles neglet me, the angels protect me, and heaven accept me!

That's the end, with no glory but all peace. "I am Frank , and I am achoholic!" is said with a rare smile in his face. I smiled, too, the first time for the whole month.

Life is like brewing wine, it is not somewhere else. It is right here, so close that I can almost taste it. It should be lived as I go along. With or without the rosy jazz, I shall do what is waiting for me to be done.

A sentence occured to me from John Masefield, "The days that make us happy make us wise." TRUE!

TOAST TO THE JAZZY LIFE!   舉報